For background on my syntax regarding the unconscious, one will have to read my previous blogs, particularly those regarding the mind being an electromagnetic force. The short of this one is that our bodies are made out of the same stuff the rest of the universe is made out of, so logically it follows that our physical bodies play by the same rules. It’s not that hard to understand. When those people are doing quantum mechanics experiments they are doing experiments on what it is to be human. We are literally made of stardust.
This one is specifically for those who are wishing to wake up, or are in the process. This is critical information. Repeat this next sentence to yourself a few times: You are going to need to keep your shit a secret.
Here is why: Go to Youtube and type in double slit experiment. The Dr. Quantum one will suffice. It is less than six minutes long. After watching that continue to read this.
So, as has been said repeatedly now, we are made of the stuff of stars; photons, neutrons, electrons, etc, and because of this, our very being plays by the same rules. Not only is the mind an electromagnetic force, the body is one too, but operating at a different frequency. We could use dualistic language. The mind is spirit, it cannot yet be seen or measured; the body is matter. The mind is like the wave function. The body is a particle. They are the same thing, looked at from a different angle, same as a photon or electron. Looked at from one way a photon is a wave, looked at from another, it is no longer a wave, but it has become matter, a particle. Our minds are a wave function. Our bodies are the matter.
When did the electron turn from something of infinite potential to merely matter that smacked the wall? When it was observed!
So I hope this is enough to illustrate, or at least enough that you can figure it out on your own, but I’ll say it just in case. If no one knows what you are about; ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE! If you are waking up spiritually, you don’t really want any observers. If you are surrounded by low frequency, ignorant people, who know your business; you are just matter smacking the wall. Their observation makes it so.
Even just one person out there somewhere hating on you, is no good. No good at all. The Universe does not judge. It hears your thoughts same as the most dumb evil idiot ever, so it doesn’t matter what your opinions are about your haters. If they are thinking thoughts, those thoughts are going out into the universe same as yours and mine. The Universe does not discriminate. It’s all energy.
Psychics also prove this. Psychic phenomenon has been thoroughly studied, and has been proven. All humans are psychic. It has literally been scientifically proven. But guess what? If you put a psychic in a room full of people who do not believe that everyone is psychic, guess what happens? They lose their abilities. They fail the tests.
If you were to start taking special notice of this natural phenomenon you will eventually creep yourself out. My language would have to turn mystical to attempt to explain how the mind perceives the curtain, the shroud, the barrier between consciousness and the unconscious. There is a gap, so to speak. Jiddu Krishnamurti would say that one must find the gap between the thoughts. Scientifically speaking though, we could say that we have proven that observation creates the material world. Consciousness creates matter. Einstein said space/time. I say consciousness/matter.
It’s best to realize that we are not confined to our bodies. Even using pure scientific language. We are fields of energy. Everything is. That is not New Age spiritual bullshit. Physics proves this. Once they figure out how to measure the energy that our thoughts produce it will be seen that our energy fields far surpass our bodies. So if we are in the proximity of another human we are in their energy, we are inside their awareness, and they are inside ours. So if you are in proximity to a bunch of haters, non-believers-in-you types, ignorant closed minds, they are having a profound effect on you.
The only good news is that obviously having people who love you around is quite beneficial. So many have Stockholm Syndrome though I am leery of even mentioning love. I know far too many people who talk of love that do not know what that is. They think it’s just that feeling you have inside, but that’s not all that love is. Love is much more than that. I know a few people beginning the awakening process and they are fooled by false love.
There is another aspect to this too, because it goes much deeper. This has been proven too; even the friends of your friends whom you do not know, have an effect on you. This makes me think of the collective unconscious. There is an energy field that is “humanity,” so to speak. It is the collective consciousness of all of humanity. Think about it, we are barely aware of our own little speck of unconsciousness, what must the collective energy of all of humanity be?
Being alone is the only way out. Eventually, even your loved ones won’t understand either.
Here is an exercise to help see through to your Self. Dress up as a homeless person and go walk around downtown, or wherever lots of businesses are in the community you live in. It’s important in ego work to put yourself somewhere where you are constantly looked down upon. Do this regularly. Get to know a few people as a “homeless” person. I’ve taken it further, and actually chosen to be homeless for periods of time. You’re probably not going to take it that far, so after you’ve practiced “looking” homeless, step it up one. Within the same day that you’ve spent some time as your homeless persona, get dressed up, looking spiffy, dapper, and go to a coffee shop, or some such public place in the same area, and pick a different persona than your day to day facade. Pretend to be someone you aren’t identified with egoically.
This is the important part; notice the energetic differences in how people are viewing you. Treating you. Talking to you. Pay very close attention to your energy as you do this. It should be enough to smack home the need for secrecy regarding one’s inner life.
Loneliness is the path. There will come a moment in time when your story becomes uncommunicable. You may have already realized this. The more and more one becomes aware of the machinations of their own unconscious, the more and more difficult it becomes to find understanding in another human.
This, in effect, puts the body at odds with the mind. Our bodies are hardwired for a sense of closeness and understanding with other bodies. It’s much like sex. You can decide to not have sex anymore, but your body is still going to be “turned on” by the presence of someone with the right frequency. It would only be a matter of time. It is no different with the loneliness. We can tell ourselves the reasons, rationalize our loneliness all day long, and yet the body will still be there wanting it’s monkey desires.
Secrecy brings about this sense of loneliness.
With everything that can be thought about, there is a dark side. Secrecy causes others to be paranoid. Incultured people need a person to be consistent, day in and day out, every day of the week. If an incultured person suspects inconsistency they will want an explanation. They will need a story. You can’t tell them you’re searching for your Self, searching for god. You can’t tell them you’re smashing your own ego. They won’t know what they hell you’re talking about. They will judge you. They will pin you down with a thought.
This is why it’s important to practice facades. One is it curtails most of the hating. There will unfortunately always be haters, but it is best to minimize it as best one can. Two it helps one get over their false sense of self. It helps one let go of their ego identification. You’ve probably heard me talk about how we all have these stories in our heads about our lives, but none of us really know. Who are you? Well, the truth is, you’re whomever you choose to be. You’re just choosing whatever story it is you tell yourself in your head. You’re who everyone else told you to be. The real You, is neither of those things.
I live with an amazing woman. She is different every day. So if you asked me who she is, I can’t say. She’s this way, when she’s doing this, and that way, when she’s doing that. When she’s around these people, she’s this way, when she’s around those people, she’s this other way. No way to sum it up.
Doesn’t matter who you are. You’re not the same day to day. That’s just a story you tell yourself. That’s you pinning yourself down with your own thoughts.
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