Shaking the foundations

I wonder what the skeptic thinks when she sees the double slit experiment. That experiment shook the mind of every physicist alive. It's physical proof that observation creates matter. It must be similar when it finally dawns on the Christian that whatever it was that made the universe, it’s not some guy sitting on a throne in the sky doling out good and bad as 'he' sees fit. I've always wondered who saw the thing that created the Universes' penis. I mean someone had to of seen a penis right? To call it a he. Christians never appreciate this question.

I'm going straight for the heart here. We have to admit, that whatever it was that created the Universe, we know nothing about it. Seriously, look at it using modern science. Look how huge it is, it's absolutely unimaginable how big the Universe is. There are stars out there, that make our sun appear to be the size of an atom. Look at atoms, which we will shortly, but look how small they are. There very well could be an earth, orbiting a photon, looking at our sun, a star, in the same way we are looking at that star out there in the Universe that is so huge it makes our star look like a spec of dust. There are fractals going on at all levels. So we must concede, that whatever it was that created this Universe, we know absolutely nothing about it.

We have to apply logic here. If we do not know a single thing about something; it does not exist to us. What can you say about the thing that created the Universe? Is it big? or small? Is it just pure energy? or does it have matter too? Is it outside? or inside? We could go on indefinitely with the duality questions, and no one can answer. We can't even answer if it was indeed created by something. We have no idea. We know not one single fact. Without anything, not a single fact, we must acknowledge, as far as we are concerned, it doesn't exist. If we don't know anything about something, then that something doesn't exist, or we would know something about it. This line of logic forces anyone with any kind of intelligence at all to acquire an agnostic attitude. We don't know.

There is an Indian mystic who is still alive. Sadhguru. He does an excellent job of explaining how a humans conception of god is nothing more than an expanded view of one's Self. A projection. I'll post the link at the bottom.

The double slit experiment shows that it is observation that creates matter, not the intention, belief, idea, or concept behind the observation; but the observation itself. It doesn't seem fitting that the electron asks the device observing it why it is observing. There is an idea though, that atoms, and the components that make up atoms have consciousness, so it is possible that they do know the intention of the observation. I like to make an argument similar to that of Einstein. Einstein was a mystic in case you didn't know. He too, was attempting to discover god via science. Anyways, Einstein put forth the idea of space/time, and I like to use matter/consciousness. Animism is a theory. I say, all matter, regardless of size, has consciousness. This idea makes it all make sense. So the reason all living things have higher consciousnesses is because they are comprised of trillions of components that have consciousness, and when this is all harmonized by evolution, it creates a quantum field of consciousness. In other words, each of us monkeys, is the total comprised consciousness of all that we are made of. 

Fractal; the Universe is the summation of consciousness that it is comprised of. We are a Universe, inside a Universe, that is comprised of Universes.

So, using scientific language, and spiritual languages, one can become so sensitive to the their on Self, their own body, to the things that comprise the body, that one has access to consciousness that has existed since the beginning of supposed creation. We have in our bodies, atoms that were around during the Big Bang. At the most basic level we are literally made of star dust.

It's one of the great regrets of my research. I read a book once, and have been unable to find it. My personal life took me away from my research, and the book title got lost in the fray. This book made a solid argument regarding matter having memory. Add on top of this how quantum physics proves entanglement. The simplified way it goes is that if light from a star reaches you, then you are entangled to that star. Since all matter is conscious, this means we would be entangled with that star. The star has it's own consciousness, but obviously it isn't going to be monkey mind consciousness. Science proves that the light from the Big Bang is still everywhere. Right now, the light from the very beginning of this part of the Universe is still everywhere. When we stand outside, day or night, the star light from billions of miles away is reaching us. This means, literally, we are entangled with the entire Universe. Let that sink in. Even if matter does not have memory, we are entangled. This literally means that our unconscious, covers the entire Universe. Very rare is the monkey who can incorporate this into their consciousness.

Does this not make it hit home, that god is within, and without. I've got to bring in Hermes Trismegistus, "As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul."

Since we cannot know what created the universe, any use of the word god is going to be off. It's going to be a personal rendition of reality, an opinion. Refer to the video below. I'm going with facts here. What I've learned is that any time monkeys have not understood what is going on, it gets attributed to god. It must be god. Since we can't understand, what we cannot see, it must be god, or angels, or demons, or whatever. It never occurs to these monkeys that it is just their own mind, and they are simply unconscious of the reality of reality. In a previously posted blog, I've explained using a popular channeler, that if one is confused about reality, they will take the things that happen in their own mind, and attribute it to an outside force.

Now let's be clear. I am not saying that there are not outside forces, I am saying those outside forces are inside of one's unconscious. So it's not accurate to say they are outside of one's Self. If our unconscious is unbounded, and reaches the entire Universe, man oh man, let that sink in; we are god. Can you see the spiritual and scientific languages merging? Can you see how this is in a way beyond words because it is so enormous? Please read some of my previous blogs if you have not, to get a better grasp of what I am saying.

I'm changing the subject.

Scientist have proven that the belief of the scientist doing experiments affects the outcome of the experiments. It is in everyone's best interest to study the placebo effect, and to apply the words of Hermes. This dilemma essentially trashes an extremely large amount of the science experiments ever done, regardless of how often they have been repeated. They are merely reinforcing cultural bias. This has been proven with random number generators. Human belief/intention affects physical matter. The explanation for the experiment is nothing more than a belief. The researchers involved with the random number generators are at least smart enough to acknowledge they do not know how it is happening, but only that it is. Scientists involved with paranormal activities seem to be a bit more humble than the rest. This is a critical point.

It is extremely important to realize that the vast majority of scientists performing scientific experiments have not traveled the spiritual path of separating their personal identity from culture, which means they are affected by the unconscious biases and beliefs the culture instilled in them. Think of the difference in observation of a person who knows that the culture they grew up in is bullshit, versus the one who believes it isn't. A doctor makes the perfect example. Compare a doctor with knowledge of the placebo effect treating you, versus one who has no idea about the power of one's own mind. They are going to perform radically different treatments. One will give you a sugar pill, and work on your psychosomatic issues, the other will give you chemotherapy. One will not harm you, the other will wreck and ravage your body with radiation. Few have gone into their childhoods rooting out all those beliefs they learned automatically without ever really thinking them through. And since we are all submerged in the fields of each others beliefs, thoughts, vibes, attitudes, frequencies, whatever label you wish, who could perform an experiment without being affected, unless they have undone cultural programming? It is a fact that we are affected by those around us even if we never meet them personally; we affect the friends of our friends even if we never meet them. This too has been proven. The collective unconscious has been proven.

So here we can see a fractal. Remember, how when hypnotized, the body will not harm itself. That is, it will not go against it's nature. Neither will matter. If we follow this line of thought, that the entire Universe is our unconscious, the Universe will not defy it's nature due to suggestion, any more than our own body would. They are one and the same. The skeptic can be no more sure of what she sees than the believer because it is her own observation, regardless of validity of intention to create what is observed, but the laws cannot be overruled. While the skeptic may doubt what they saw, their being will still carry on in life as if that is what it saw. One can only 'see' what they see, and this for all of us is the truth. It matters not if one doubts what they saw, even the believer doubts what has been seen, or there would be no need for belief.  Our physical eyes trick us constantly. Those initial scientists were very much in doubt over what they saw regarding the double slit experiment. The experiment was repeated many many times. A great many still are repeating it, trying to wrap their mind around it. The smartest of physicists are still trying to figure it out.

I have a book by a Nobel laureate quantum physicist that takes part in seances. Just saying.

It's the same paradox, but fractaled, because reality does exist. What is there to be skeptical of in that sense? To anyone who really tries to drive home the skeptical argument I simply say, hit yourself in the head with a hammer then tell me it's not real. Reality is not asking the observer why it is observing, it is simply being observed, and in that observation matter is created. Is your unconscious checking premises? Nope, neither is the Universe. They are one and the same. Matter and consciousness are the same thing. This means, we are reality. It will always come back to everything being One in the Same. The critical point here is obvious, we are not the only matter being conscious.

I recommend studying magic. I know, I know, in this American culture that has been stamped out as bullshit. Please look around, this culture has been stamping out the truth for thousands of years. Don't buy into that. Nothing this American culture has told us about how reality works, is how reality works. Every day I read something on the internet that should cause the public educated to rewrite their textbooks, yet they do not.

It seems obvious, saying it so, but the thinker in our heads really struggles with seeing itself as one and the same with everything else in the universe. So maybe it is better to say, there is no matter without consciousness. And since we entangle with anything we come into energetic proximity with, everything ends up in our unconscious. It simply becomes a matter of becoming aware of it. They have proven scientifically plants are sentient, and communicate with each other. Now compare that science with what shamans have been saying for millennia. Shamans access the "spirit" of plants within their own minds.

If you struggle with this just look at how they are proving non-local entanglement between photons, then wrap your mind around the fact that photons from stars billions of years away are coming into contact with your physical body perpetually. Those photons, created within the star, are entangled, they reach your body, and you are entangled, but where are the photons that are entangled with the photon that reached you? It's all entangled. This means, you are non-locally bound to those stars, and because it is so immense, we obviously end up being entangled with everything. That is not some mystical/spiritual mumbo jumbo, but a real thing happening.

All a belief is, is an idea one gives to something one doesn't understand; just like saying it's a god doing it because one doesn't understand what is really going on. A belief is an opinion, nothing more. It's a substitute for not knowing. People "believe" in god, because they do not know. Not knowing is scary to an untrained mind. If you have never ran a marathon for instance, at best, all you can say is, that you believe it would be like such and such if you did. Belief and imagination are the same thing, but used differently, thus the different names. Belief is a control button. Imagination is the dream button. Belief is doubt while imagination is hope. The control button simply offers fake security in the face of fear. If we believe their is some penis swinging guy in the sky looking out for us, we feel safer.

Ask yourself, if god didn't help all those Jews in concentration camps praying for a way out, why is god going to help you with the petty mundane shit you pray about? I beg you, get rid of that belief. Reread this blog until it settles in. Be your own control button. Within your body, your mind, is the total Universe. There is nothing you cannot do within the laws of Nature; nothing.

It's just a simple fact that a human is more at ease and performs better when it has a sense of control. This is why people hold so dearly to their beliefs; to let go of a belief is to lose a sense of control. It is letting go of ego. Ask any Christian to give up their idea that Jesus has their back and watch the panic and despair settle upon their psyche. They will immediately look for something else upon which to cling. It will be a long slow process taking up their own control, taking responsibility for their own life. I know, I've walked this path.

It doesn't matter if Jesus existed or not, it only matters that they believe he did. It is no different for the skeptic. Their identity resides in that belief. Most Christians I've ever known were only Christian for this reason; they were too weak to handle reality, and need a control button. They no more believed the contradictions of that religion than I do, but they must believe or they will feel lost and will sense the true chaos which infinitely surrounds them. As I've said before, the spiritual path is loneliness.

This fact is a perfect example of the universes neutrality regarding your belief. The universe doesn't care what you think; it just is, yet it does care what you think, because your thoughts affect reality. Conundrum, same as the one with your own unconscious. Why? Because they are One in the Same. Can you see this same paradox, as within, so without. Life is easier if one has a sense of control based on beliefs, whether those beliefs are valid or not. The critical point here is 'seeing' the difference between a belief and an observation. The difference between being conscious and thinking, and telling lies to one's self. The difference between having a sense of good and bad, versus just going with facts.

It's an easy way out, to believe. To have faith, as they say. It's easier to believe than to actually go and find out, or even better, to simply stay in a state of unknowing. In fact, the more ignorant a person the more beliefs they will have, and they will also hold to those beliefs more strongly. Dunning-Kruger effect comes to mind. Typically the most ignorant person is also the most insane, but if everyone is insane, then it is normalized. Going and finding the truth for ones Self involves a lot of mistakes and much suffering; hard work. The more one is attached to a belief, the more painful it will be letting it go. One must be willing to be perpetually wrong, because while trapped in this monkey suit that is all one ever can be; wrong. It's the price one pays for being a monkey. Particularly coming from this culture where everything we've been taught to believe is wrong. We may aspire to become closer and closer to the Truth, but we can never achieve it. Reality is not graspable in this suit, with these limited senses, stuck on this flying rock. We can however, expand our consciousness, into the unconscious.

Doesn't this alleviate the stress of being wrong? No matter what, you will be wrong! Why try so hard not to be? Perhaps try instead to just be more aware than you were a moment ago? Many a mystic will tell you to not take life seriously. One is being quite serious when holding to erroneous beliefs.

Being a constant observer requires never standing in one spot; never holding some position, or idea, or thought, or anything: letting go of it all. Today it looks or appears like this, who knows what it will be tomorrow. There is no sense of control when one submits to ceaseless change. Spiritually speaking, that is the feminine force. Many a mystic has proclaimed the essence of the Universe is feminine. Thoughts are useless when traversing moment to moment in the moment. When one disassociates their identity with the thinking aspect of the mind the whole universe becomes a chaotic swirl of complexity beyond understanding. The only constant is change; when all the brain wishes to do is habituate, this makes one seem at odds with oneself. The only true thing to do is stand in awe and wonder at the mystery of the universe. No labeling will suffice.

This is the struggle of life for a great number of people. But it only seems a struggle until one habituates one's mind to change perpetually. When one no longer has emotional turmoil regarding always being in a state of change; this is grace. This is growing up. Anyone who has ever claimed to have achieved grace simply grew up enough to realize good and bad are human inventions to gain control. They are beliefs. The labels good and bad are control buttons. Enlightened beings gave up that sense of "I" brought about by thinking one is the thinker, that eternal sense of suffering.

The Universe and I are one in the same. Small as I am on this flying rock, can I say with any kind of truthfulness at all that the Universe is suffering? For if It and I are One, if I suffer then it suffers. Surely not. It is merely that small dot of consciousness, pretending it knows what it cannot possibly know saying I'm suffering, claiming it knows what is good and bad. Surely in this situation it is my association with the thinking aspect of my mind that generates a sense of suffering. How can I actually be suffering?

The universe is complicated beyond measure. No matter how simple a thing one attempts to communicate, it cannot in any real sense be communicated. Thus the claim; dumb monkey. This is why I say spirituality is loneliness. No wonder I think I suffer! Like the child who thinks his parents are the worst because he cannot play a video game! Oh the suffering! The thinking part of a human mind cannot grasp totality, only the total mind can grasp the total reality; this requires the dis-identification with thought; realizing one's place in the Universe. Reality is beyond thought. This makes it imperative that one find things out for one's Self. Experience it, so that it need not be thought. 

All this 'scientific' reduction is just a control button. It's a one fix button, and that is a lie. How badly has public education ingrained this into our minds. If we only take this pill, learn this thing, do this thing, all will be well. They are always selling a fix that merely creates another problem. Most of these scientists have bought into the game. Experiments are merely attempts to give one a sense of control by thinking one knows what is going on. Look at antibiotics. Hailed as the greatest thing ever, and all along it's been destroying our microbiome. Now we need another fix, to fix our microbiome, when all along, all we needed was to be in touch with reality enough to know how to eat correctly. 

The labels get confused with the real thing for a sense of control. Words, It's the goddamn words. It's just not possible. A belief that it all comes down to some one or two things; a vitamin, a pill, the right doctor, a disease, something accomplished, something attained, just the right job, just the right boyfriend, or girlfriend, if we just learn or figure out this one thing, if we just do this or that...if we could just learn this one thing then we would understand.....if only it were that simple. It will never happen. Have I not expressed how complicated the Universe is? Who is ever going to wrap their mind around all the entanglement? Dumb monkeys can't even wrap their minds around their own thoughts. 

It's never going to be simple. Neither you or I have ever done a simple thing in our lives, but we all tell ourselves this for a sense of control. A sense of power. Yet we are still nothing but dumb monkeys; it's just that complicated: at all times. If something ever seems easy, or simple, you can bet your ass you've been totally unconscious of what is actually going on.

We could no more communicate what a blade of grass is, in totality, than we could explain the word grass in totality. Each word, or idea, or whatever you wish to pick, to describe it totality, would be a book in and of itself, so much goes into any one thing. A really big book.

Just my typing a single letter on this keyboard, what all went into that? How many millions of years of evolution just to make it possible? All the muscle mechanics, the education, the memory, the thoughts, all just leading up to, the typing of that one single letter on a keyboard. All the shit that went into just creating the technology to make it possible. All the heartache and suffering, all the joy and good times. How long has the solar system been evolving, leading up to that typed letter, how many details, and pivotal moments, and things having had to go just right in order for it to be just so? I don't know a monkey that can even tell what muscles are used to press the key; they do it unconsciously, pretending they know.

The here and now is immense beyond measure. Makes no sense to pretend we know god. Makes no sense to pretend we know what created the Universe. 

This typed letter is just in the life of one individual, how many are there, and have there been, leading up to that moment in time? How many people had to influence me just to get to the point in my life that I typed that letter in just such a way?

Any single instance of reality is so incredibly complicated it could never be communicated ever. Only an arrogant fool would think it understood something totally. The thought is not possible. The thinking aspect of the brain can only hold a couple thoughts together at any one time all the while the whole universe is spinning like mad. We are just so small we can't see it.

To be okay with that is part of the Path. The Path requires one to know their Self, which means understanding one's place in the universe. This means making the unconscious, conscious. We don't really have a choice but to be okay with it because that is exactly how it is. The universe doesn't care what we believe; it just is. Scary as it may be, all those control buttons we have are nothing more than little postponements of the inevitable.  The Universe cares not; it's going to do what it does.  

I do not think this implies helplessness, but that one is helpless until one understands what is actually going on. Then one becomes a god. Just like a baby. How helpless is the baby because it does not know what is going on around it? So many children in grown up bodies. Billions of them.  Most people are greatly embarrassed when they finally open their minds to the truth. I know I was. I was so humiliated I put all my energy into reversing the situation.

Consider giving that a try.

If this didn't shake you a little bit; nothing will.

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